why do you bother reading this. go away.
I want to go walk up the mountain but I don’t think I have the strength,
I’ve used up all of my enegies searching the height and the length
of my soul as it is held in stasis, replacing my my memories with blanks.
I’ve rolled over yesterdays traces like I’m leading a legion of tanks;
in this war the enemy keeps coming at me with weapons of misdirection,
and all of my troops are insubordinate, they just can’t pass inspection.
I think it’s time I went AWOL, take my weapons and head for the hills.
My soul is rejecting reality, and my fear is like blood when it spills.
life sucks these days.my life is build around my studys and it seems like its falling apart, i’ve got so much ahead of me, hoping for a big future but the only thing that stands in my way are my grades. im starting to get better in unimportant subjects and i just dont get the rest. im one of those that has a superb socials life but no one taking me serious when is comes to school, im not exactly popular but i love my friends and basketball and thats the only thing im looking forward to everytime i i enter the school, life sucks and thats all it is. noone of the 7 Billion people on this pitiful dark place we call earth is gonna read this anyways probably the reason why i made this blog. the emptyness inside eats me alive.i’ll see you on the other side. bye.
